i have come to the conclusion that i should not be left alone. ever.
because here i sit, depressed. why? i have no fucking clue. i’m in my room. i have shit i could be doing. but it’s so mind-numbing that i don’t want to do it. so i sit at my computer doing absolutely nothing once again.
i feel like i need another change, but i don’t want another change.
i wish i had a porch or a patio, or a backyard. i wish i could go for a run in my neighborhood without the fear of being mugged. i wish i could go have a cigarette in my car but i need to be on the way to somewhere, and where do i have to go? no where.
