summer time, and the living’s easy.
starting to work 40+ a week, which is always good. money for rent.
b is staying with me for a bit until her house is ready. couldn’t be happier.
i’m going to start writing again this summer. i’m actually going to do a good job. not going to fuck around. time to get my shit on paper so i can maybe have a job when i graduate so i’m not a barista forever.
starting the diet tomorrow. TOMORROW. kind of excited for it actually. going to start my food diary up again probably. I think i’m currently at 140–we will know the exact number for sure tomorrow. but at this point in time, my goal is 15 pounds. 20 if i’m ambitious. i’d really like it to be 20. then i could be slightly skinny instead of just average. i think it would be attractive. maybe not. i don’t know. we’ll find out. hope i can stick this through. i’ve got to. need to. can’t wait. 
