i’m in the library. woot.
i’m not doing work-study anymore this semester. woot.
plans for the afternoon:
grocery shopping. desparately need milk, pita chips, naan, and orange juice.
visit S at [work]. really want a beverage. fo free.
work on homework. will this happen? probably not. should it? definitely yes.
do dishes. paint nails. clean room. start packing. call real estate place to figure out what the hell is going on with our apartment. figure out how hellacious finals week is going to be.
go out to dinner with b. yippee!
go to bed early because i have to work at the ass crack of dawn tomorrow. boo.
i went to a concert last night. it was pretty good. i accidentally outed the lead singer to b. bahaha.
b and i are sending andrea gibson lyrics back and forth. i held b’s hand yesterday on campus in daylight. as much as i’ve wanted to do it, i really think the poem i posted yesterday helped me along:
“fear is only a verb if you let it be. don’t you dare let go of my hand.”
i don’t know if i should apply for the newspaper again this next year. i kind of want some time off, but it is also my passion. i love putting it together. but i’m also really into gsa stuff right now, especially with my new position. there are so many things i want to accomplish but i am either a)too busy or b)too lazy or c)not motivate enough to finish what i want. i kind of want everything to just sloooooooow down so i can enjoy my last few years of freedom before i have to be an adult.